okies... so results coming out leh... lyk wth.. .results lyk SHIT sia!! why... i alwaes wake up early and revise and sleep late... mayb this is not my routine.. but still i tried to unserrstand everything i ve learnt... i try to pay attention.. but alwaes seem so tired.. i failed my emaths p2[24/60], amaths [38.5/80]and eng compre...dun even noe whether can pass over all anot... sighx...

life's been so stressful.. everyone's getting tired..? mayb its the sign of end of the world? who noes..
lately the haze better ler.. but i lyk dunno leh.. atcually got vball camp ytd,todae,and tml want.. went to hike at macritche ytd... felt sick want vomittie... ms seah sent me hme to rest..[still tease wad.. pregnant..lolx]

bad luck has been visiting me lately.. lost my hp two daes ago... its was after vball trn [i was lousy].. then come back got ppl push over my flower pots and didnt even clean up... im lyk wth then started cleaning.. afraid that anyone would call, my trn shorts didnt have any pockets..so i left it on the railing... i clean from lyk7+ to almost 9.. felt so giddy... then went straight in the house to bath and eat.. u guess it.. i left it outside... when i realise it... it was aredi taken by a neighbour.. that idiot.. my hp so lousy still want to take... bloody shit..!!!! pangsai lar... my second hp that i lost this hp..wth.... why lyk dat... then my ahma also involve in car collision.. luckily not serious...only arm injured... tehn i still got all the sch activities and cca ... cant take care of her.. felt so bad... still have to ask my aunt to do it instead, wah lao.. then i misplaced xiangai's disney poker [her frengave her one].. and no one seem to see it... im so idotic and forgetful sia... wad am i suppose to do...

isnt there a time where there's lyk this other person inside of u.. struggling to come out... lyk do wadever u want.. dun give a care.... u noe.. lyk feel veri rebelious .wan tto whack something.. or just jump and die,,, [shit.. i think i got depression lol!!] scared got the stomcah flu thing sia...

oh wel.. at least i still got all my frens' support..and i will not give up so easily... it's my thousands of blessingsd to meet each and everyone of u... especially u... yes, u too!! the one who is staring at the screen..blah x)

but still ..argh....

depressed airhead who is pathetic..

made my plan. join me?
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