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Wednesday, April 30, 2008

my life is all screwed up. up down left right inside out.

i mean did i really change a lot? and not for the better as said.

maybe shes right..

and why cant i just be normal..

and my fam.. is like

and i want to..

i wished..

i hoped..

i should just game over and start again lar.

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09:47

29th april, tuesday

BEN & JERRY DAY !!!!!

and i cant believe i actually gave that a miss yesterday. argh.

i mean me and michelle lesson ended at4 so we waited and waited till 6 for hakeem and huda. by that time we felt so tired and all of us doubt we can make it to white sands lar.. so~

while waiting went to see cfc play at the hockey field. i heard it was pohjay's birthday lar.. haha

i think azri very poor thing. she so excited about b&j day then in the end nvr go. she come down waste time.. so poor thing. and i felt so guilty.

and since we didnt go b&j day, michelle went back to find cfc. me keem and huda went down to opposite school and buy bubble tea and eat at kfc and slacked at there awhile before heading back home.

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09:42

27th april,sun 28th april, mon

27th : nothing much lar..went to ah ma house lor.had that big issue about ice-cream. omg i just realized the ice-cream we brought home that day still in the fridge sia. hahaha. third weeksary~ im trying so hard to let go but its so hard.

28th :hmm.. official start of the normal timetable. like omg so tired can. for no apparent reason. i mean in secondary school 7 to 7 go home do homework and shit stuff but then still can manage. Now poly considered quite slack feel even more tired. like o.O !!! well after lessons went to meet up with yunni chiamin wanxuan michelle and hakeem and justin. went tam to eat kfc. bump into my juniors[ mugging for history] haha, humairah and her friends, annabel wif [her bf?]. woots~ like i know the whole world like that. haha. then everyone left except me yn and cm. si we went to walk walk and sit down and talk. haha

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09:33

Saturday, April 26, 2008

MAJOR UPDATE! part two

FIRST WEEK OF SCHOOL :) 21ST APRIL TO 26TH APRIL. :]

lessons : okay so everything is quite okay. commskill cher got hongkie accent very cute. intro cher/ cp very hip and cool. econs still abit blur and rht is like bingo session man. haha. f&b dunno cause kana interrupted by fire drill on fri haha. lessons this week only got lectures[ whicch are not compulsory] and comm skill. so everyday a few hours then can go home already. im like so bored and have nothing to do man. sigh~

classmates : sigh hahahaahahhaha dunno wad to say :)
shy scandalous and rubbishly bitchy haha i can see the future of fun and joy in our lessons :) yeah!

SL : andy and weirong. contagious laughter from weirong. both funny and kind and super camwhores haha.

CCA : joined canoe-polo and dance , considering BSC and TPSU too ! went for dance audi today[ i think i screwed it up ahh]

hmm.. wad else to say. on the first day i went into the wrong lec theatre haha so paiseh. hmm got another cut [ this time on my left hand] during HTM orientation. it was the fun kind of boring but we still enjoyed ourselves. loved the cheers [ B.A.N.A.N.A.S]

23th april : NGOI HUIYI birthday! went to tm with cheryl sihui and ceputra to celebrate. ate pizzahut and then to macs to give her the 'surprize cake'..

ahhH!!! all the wonderful memories man .. sianz now i sound so old.. hahaah picturespictures.. im gonna get all the 1H12 pics from someone i guess..

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19:02

MAJOR UPDATE!

hello hello :) im back to update [like finally] haha.. just very lazy lar.

FIRSTLY i would like to say - AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

17th april, thursday : haha according to my sms-es, there was an accion dinner :) haha but huda wasnt there cause she got design orientation.haha oh oh i remember already. then we alt went to opposite then go buy dineer then proceed back to tp to eat. hha i called the gl jacon "errick'' then he super pek cek sia tell eveyone. haha. i bought kfc and i was so hungry i started eating the zinger while waiting for everyone. haha as usual. the accion dinner was veryvery fun :)

it was also business orientation. got our yellow shirt and meet the classmates. hmm wad happened man? oh well. ;p

18th april, friday : business orientation day two. got regretta[ the dragonboat thing] and olympiad. today my class more open-ed up haha chatted alot and stuff hahaplayed games. but then i left halfway to go for my speechday. lester jeremy and michelle tagged along for fun :) it was nice seeing all my HSC friends again. missed them [aww~] then we went to jeremy house shower and play mahjong. ahh! i this year is suay one lor.. after one circle i lost by10 cents. irritating. veto was there too. then we went back tp for jam and hop ;) woohoo! i met up with the accion peeps. wait damn long at the mushroom sia haha then lie down there :) JAM AND HOP was nice lar but not as fun as FOC de!

19th april, saturday : ACCION SENTOSA OUTING!!! woohoo~!! major accion-siao for this week. [ cause we are one one big family~ ee!!] waited at harbourfront at 9 like that tehnwe all waited and waited until 12 then proceed down to palawan vbeach :) play captain ball volleyball and camwhored ;D haha i almost kana-ed thrown into the sea sia. lucky escaped[ wear contacts leh not funny lor] it was kinda cloudy so didnt get to tan much . then went for dinner at the open sky park[??] at vivo.. then was a cheeroff with NYP lor.. heard it was damn shiok but~ suay as usual because i have to send michelle to the MRT station i missed it lar! argh. when i cvame back everyone was cheering and standing and leaving.. i was like omg.

20th april, sunday : lost my voice when i went to ahma hse. those pangsia keeping laughing at me. that day the 15th mah i say i eat veggie only then they like make such a big fuss out of it sia. i was like very strange i go veggie today meh>? i mean i made a promise to the gods so i must fufill it..

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17:49

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

15th april, tuesday

ahhh, i think from camp till now, average out i sleep like 5 h per day haha. total shag.
so now im at michelle house lar. we were suppose to do some stuff but them i fell asleep instead. haha.. i feel so lazy to do the linking and adding of the accion peeps man. i cant wait for saturday sentosa outing!! oh yah, still got biz orientation on thu and fri.

A-C-C-ION A-C-C-ION

ANAK-CONDA!!

HUH WHAT I DON CARE U THINK I CARE I DON CARE
HUH WHAT I DON CARE U THINK I THOUGHT WHO CONFIRM

ACCION BANG!

ACCION DYNAMITE DUN MESS WITH DYNAMITE
TITITITITITITITI BOOM DYNAMITE BOOM BOOM DYNAMITE!

APPLE BOTTOM JEANS[ JEANS] ~~~LOWLOWLOWLOWLOW..

ahhh.. ji-high liao... cheer siao... sighx anyway.. thats aobut it.. hehe

oh yah, thanks for the heeren vouchers :) love it even though dunno can buy what lar haha[ =.=]

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17:01

14th april, monday

well early in the morning 6 o clock, kevonnie went out for a walk from purple line to the green line and then back to the purple line :) haha

i wentout and walked and bought stuff. i bought a buffer and the nail sticker for her because she too lazy to buy and use. haha.

nelluc kcirre!! lalalala~~

definitelymaybetheprintclubcafecartel.

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16:55

13th april, sunday

okay accion [ or like the whole camp] all went down to tampines the cpf building and sports stadium to eat and hang out after the camp. before that, the freshies went and did the massdance and chicky dance by our selves at the gallery.weewoo~

i left with liwei at 12 plus and waited at the 21 bustop. then we realised we missed the lastbus so we decided to walk home. until safra, i was like forget it so we took a cab.
i reacheed home at two plus and saw my cousins were there[ got baibai] i chatted on the phone a while[ ahh my voice] then i slept.

well woke up at 10 plus[ ahh the ache] and my mum wasnt in her normal mood[ again] whatever can.

so in the afternoon, went to visit my dead granpa at the cemetery. everything went well [ without being caught in the rain and stuff ] then later that night i went out to stay over at my fren hse :) haha super tired liao. love the cooking.

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16:47

freshman orientation

woohoo!!

date : 10th to 12th of april

okie, so the freshman camp totally rawked. i mean, its TP so of course their camps will be like fun fun fun fun fun !!

well, i was in ACCION, ACCLIX. [shake your booty haha] our theme was like ACTION man! i love our team man, even we didnt win the overall champ but we got the most spirited empire award! haha i mean who cares, as long we're having fun we rock!

the camp was a blast[ as i say again]. there was lots of running round to solve clues and gain points, do tasks together. there was the wet games [ nt wet enough!!] and muddy shoes. haha~

of course the cheering . oh god the cheering!! i lost my voice on the 2nd/3rd day haha[ super sexy voice] im having camp withdrawal symptoms ... cheering whereever and whenever i go. crazy man!

sleeq's song is on the radio now haha. they're from TP [originals] too! so all TP-ians out there. support local talent. i think they have huge potentials to go farfar and beyond~

anyway, the FOC.. oh yah and of course the dancing. wah, i so embarrassed. me and liah were suppose to go up for cheering. but then we got mistaken and have to be in the dance competition. aHHh!! yeah, audrey substituted liah and i was there. the horror! we were blindfolded and have to show your stuff to everyone. audrey eventually emerged as the dancing queen of FOC ! woohoo~ she sure can dance. well for me.. of course not LAR. duh ~ no dance backgrd here.. and there's JAM & HOP .hot hot HOT!! sad thing the lights couldnt be turned off. but we were all super high and sweated lots! it lasted only one hour :(

TP mass dance and the chicky dance.. weeeeee~~~ cant get enough of it.

[WHO HAS THE SONG OF THE MASS DANCE?? TAG ME!! I WANT]

love the gls and the main comm and everyone that involved in the camp[ thanks lots] i had so much fun!

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16:31

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

well.. i still cant sleep right now so i was going through my email. there's the one on killing seals for sports. i think it's utterly disgusting. not only to kill seals but any animals on earth. i mean each one has a soul and their feelings. yes including insects and slugs and stuff. i mean even plants sometimes. it may sound crazy but to me it is the way it is made. though im not a pure vegan or the type that goes on strikes against fur and stuff. but i really think its human morals. i mean kill others for their fur which is of their survival whereas just to pleasurise yourself is totally in considerate. im not saying that u cant kill other animals but it must be for a reason, a good reason and is accepted. like we kill sufficient amt of chickens, cows for food. if we kill animals for fur, like the eskimos' needs then do it respectfully and not just throw them aside like a rag. i mean it is common sense to treat others well and you will receive the same treatment in the end.

adults are supposedly be mature and know how to think. and yet worldwide we are still hearing of such issues, animal abuse , ruthless thinking etc. i mean nowadays even kids can differentiate black and white better than adults now. they know not to other living things that did not harm them.it is almost impossible to wipe out these type of inhuman activities, but if we act fast and also educate the future generations properly the world may really do have the chance to see world harmony.

if the world doesnt end before all this can succeed.

i praise all the fighters who are actually stepping out to make a difference and helping the world to become once again a better place. woohoo!!

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01:07

Monday, April 07, 2008

monday 7th april

okie.. so mich and huda wanted to come down my house because i cant go out and have to do my chores[ arent they nice??]*cougHs LOUDLY* t and i went to macs to meet them and eat lar.
and so mich and huda practically hang in my room. we did the evo design mnkey thingy. so cute haha why cant bus. sch have something like that.

i slept quite a lot lar [ ytd very tired] so they like did their own stuff. i felt so bad ignoring them. then they went off at 5 to go tm.

huda is relaxed! even they are like this now and everytime, i mean it has been happening alot lately lol. okay maybe that didnt make sense, but u'll get the point.

well finally the orientation is coming already and we have to get the brain pumping juice again. woohoo~ mayb i should do some maths assessments or something first to warm up my brain.haha

cant wait. gd luck tino for your interview to tp tommorrow. pschology studies.. keem see this!! [ even though i don't think u will read this]

evo. monkey

lazing around

reading

chun-li !

tracing by huda

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20:55

sunday 6th april

today we go baibai!!

haha.. by 8.30 we're already downstairs sitting on [or is it in?] my uncles' pickup truck. haha me and ling both wearing black[ abit dumb right] and the weather isn't all warm and nice at all. ahhh!!!

uncle prepared a bucket of iced water. so good :D okie la, it is the same as every year that we went. i mean it is good to remember your ancestors ans where you came from. i found out i had some nonya/baba blood too! haha ling was damn excited [ don't know for what reason also] just because she says that she could speak malay quite well. haha reach ah mah house so tired, everyone slept all the way to dinner haha. went down a while to top up ezlink, drink bubble tea. since dayi thay all nvr come, so it was quieter.

reached home, didnt feel lyk sklping liao so chatted online a while.

sebastian

ling

my uncle

ooo the saviour

ah gong dao-ed me :(

lots of ppl going baibai

patrtial view of the place

look at the utensils. wow!!

just woke up [taken by ling]

my desk.

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20:15

april 5th friday

okay atcuakky i was suppose to stay at home the whole day and be a guai kia. but then.. hahaha
valentino smsed me to go 'k' with they all. so i rushed through my chores adn went down to pp to meet them. well there was karyn jiaqi weiwei[haha] garrick. went to the katong plaza one. i felt so embarrassed to sing. my voice can never make it one. ahhh![paisehpaisehpaiseh] all of them sing so well lar. my jaw was dropping al lthe way. sigh, how i wish i can sing half as well as them. abd my throat wasn't working that day. haha. sang till 11 plus then went home. finally felt hungry so walked to macs and ate there.

when i reach home convo-ed with mich and huda. my hp went siao cause i couldn't receive and sent out sms or call out. but they were able to call in. so irritating roar.

only have one photo with tino haha:) nvm next time will go out again one.

oo, i found the group pics haha

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19:44

april 4th friday

abbott.photocopier.

met up with bkwrm club for makan session. went to fish and co. then slack at the open space and chatted and then went to macs lor. cam-med a bit then go home liao. haha. sounded a bit boring but i think it is nice in a while to meet up abit since each of us are going to be busy with our our things soon. don't even know when is our next outing already. haha kusu island~ sigh, they are such fun to hang out with :p

the st johnnies -haha

si hui- bkwrm club president

ceputra- joker sia he.

huiyi- future planner

shujuan- wild girl

shiyu- mayday girl

cheryl- used-to-be helmet girl

smiles

dun nd cover tpjc logo lar.

blahblah.

blah.

fish & co.

eat damn slow sia. 1 1/2 hr leh.

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18:40

thursday 3rd april

okay .. met up with hakeem huda and michelle to go play pool@ tam safra at noon. i was damn unlucky okay, everything was like free ball, and the white ball even flew out farfar away ! so malu can! in my desperate attempt to hide in humiliation, i hid below the table. but luckily there wasn't much people thee yet. huda even took a pic. ARGH!! at 2pm, we walked all the way down to tampines mall, huda blasting indian songs as usual crapping all he way. then huda had to go off to her family [changi family so-called-haunted chalet]so the three of us went to cartel to eat.

lol.. then i didnt eat much because my mum said i have to eat at home! so wth. it was pouring damn heavily on the way back.

in my last minute attempt to meet up with maira and liwei , i was only half an hour late. we went down to east coast to play pool. humairah taught us a few tricks. ;d then we went to the rocks to sit and talked. we were a little crazy. singing and holding hands and can-can'ing along the pavement. went macs to makan. then we sent liwei home. her mum wasnt exactly in the happy mood. and it is not like we 're deaf. but then oh well. parents. what to do.

i was confused.but then i dun think it is what i said is wad i meant. hope u understand. :D