the simplicity of life.escape if willed.

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

freedom.

well.. everyone in TP HTM now is like chionging for F&B submission tomorrow lar.. haha

so stress lor the course. but then in the outside world will also be like this. So~ live with it. haah

these few days very tiring.. everyone is busy busy busy all the way. so no life. haha well, CANT WAIT for the holidays to start man! but not before we've done our examinations. omg..

today in intro tut, everyone the face like stoned. even mr pras ask: " is this 1H12?.. doesnt look like the ones i teach leh..everyone look so different so tired". i even drooled on the notes when cher was playing some movie. o.O and everyone saw. so paiseh

haha and he thought i had a problem with the class test because i PERSISTANTLY say the test question was random. haha no worries mr. pras, im fine with IHT.

i was like slping and slping the whole day can.. so drifty. and i feel sickish. sian-ed

but then~ in dance, woah i tell u :

I LOVE DAANCE!!!!! I LOVE TPDE MAN!!

durind dance we had so much fun dancing to "stupid". wahahaha. everyone just danced. and during the two hours, we all forget about our submissions, presentations, tests and projects. :D

music.style.choreo. ryan dope man.

and i think im beginning to feel the freedom in dance.

i hope i am.

soar high into the sky, out of this world
no one can stop you.

ur body can fall and crash into the cold hard ground
but as long as your flames never die...
the phoenix will rise from the ash
spread its mighty wings

soar high into the sky, out of this world.....

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23:05

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

something to think about.

well i was smsing my fren lar :)

then talked about life.

" to have a carefree life is the ideal. "

so what is YOUR carefree life?

i mean some is loving the way it is now, some will never ever want to live the way they are now.

everyone has their own problems and issues, some face them, some hide from them.

but in the end, it is the way you want to look at your life that determines everything. Half-filled cup or a half-empty glass of water, you decide.

as for me, those who know me well enough, this aint the life i want seriously. but then,

i strongly believe that EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

good or bad, it means something. so take a step back and look around - with the heart and not the eye, then maybe.. just maybe you will see the light glittering in the corner.

haha i measure life with my feelings and the soul, mayb a lot of people dont see the same as i do.

my ideas and beliefs maybe weird and stuff, but to me - they do mean something.

im sure theres alot of stuff that everyone wants. but its either u fight for it or wait for it to come to you. The latter requires a lot a lot of patience.

the simple things in life warms my heart :

a sunny blue sky with a cloud floating by. friends laughter. a cat. a couple just holding hands sitting there. chocolate. greeting from my friends. a walk in the park/beach. the wind. drawing. singing a song. dance.

hahaokay..im like smiling as i type lar - hahaha!

the world stinks. really. but what to do. to change the world, change yourself first :)

* the 'heal the world' song is playing in my head* hahahaaha

i would love to go to the beach and stay there in my beach hut. a hammock for star-gazing. campfire for warmth. unlimited songs. *daydreaming : haiz~*

it is something you can think about.

i look like im writng an essay man. haha

ohyah.. everyone is getting sick man these days. to all my dear friends, do take care of yoursleves and drink more water and do what ever you need to do! :D

mini kisses anyone? :D

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20:26

well, nothing much happen on mon except to "MUG" for intro test. mitch came to my house to BLOG instead of studying haha. then went down to macs to makan and study somemore. listen to the messed up radio in macs. haha

intro arh, hard to absorb of a sudden. so we talked a little. :P haha

*rubs eyes* wah and my eye ah.. like everyday red sia. troday like 5 ppl ask why i cry man. haha. its like itchy and a little painful, but most of all is its hard to open it.

today : wah damn tired, and sleepy. had intro test today - left after half an hour.. haha
went for HTM forum, not as boring as i thought. learnt and understand a few stuffs.

im going to finish up my dessert appendix. soon lar. * blink blink blink* haha :D

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20:15

Sunday, July 27, 2008

update!

hello ppl! :) okie im suppose to study for IHT test that's coming on tuesday, but~ nothing seems to get into my head so im here to update.. haha.

for the past week, it was crazy lar.. its been dance dance and dance. haha
had rehearsals everyday and stayed back till in the night and we missed last bus. haha
then there's projects and presentation. but then, in the end i think it's worth it lar

1ST, D.R.E.A.M.S was a GREAT success. thanks to all who came to support!!
and to all dancers : only one word. DOPE! woohoo~ haha photos uploading soon i hope :D
everyone worked extremely hard and the effort and bonding can be felt then, proud of everyone!

hmm.. 2nd, erm i cant think of any much issue i think. haha

besides the fact that i overstrain my thigh, lost my earring, and oh yah, my contacts went up into my eye ( it got out in the end larr~), having red eyes everyday, postpone my FNB test.. thats about it lar. haha

POM presentation was on friday.. dAMn funny lar. everyone enjoyed themselves. each presentation had its own funny moments. i had to act as the baby. lol sia!

haha on sat, had comm skills test ( rather not talk about it - haha) then pei-ed mitch to town with her mum and popo fir some makeup thingy, damn long sia. then went back to tam to meet up with jude, nigel, amanda, zizhao & ferly for dinner. haha then me jude and mitch went to play pool at safra.

sun : went down to heeren ( bloody building) to support keem! :D wah why the stupid building so bloody short.. took me bloody long to find it. dun worry keemy! u did well :D and im proud of you ... saw jack there and zihao and luiting.. sad nvr take pics with them.

okay, i feel a little guilty not studying now.. but then~ HAHAHAHA.

exclusive preview:

i think im addicted to the pacifier.

after DREAMS

mitch say we like ghost.

wooooo~

keem singing

shagged keem.

shauna (we bought three bloody blocks/balls)

mitch

where'd cass and chiamin went sia? lol forget take their photo..
then went to ahma house.

oh yah... i got into BSC. haha lol..

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21:51

Sunday, July 20, 2008

july 6 to july 20

waht the freak man. its been like two weeks since ive blogged. wahlao. ive only got 4 words to say.

DAMN TIRED MAN.BITCH.

overall summary(see see, so sch man.) :

1. bitch is the angmoh catchphrase for pangsai.

2. vetting was over and dreams is coming up like *looks at the date* 5 days later. and we're still not ready yet. crap. btw,

Dreams (producction crew production/dance concert)
fri 25th july , 7.30pm
TP, audi one
tix @ $8 each, purchase from onestop service centre

3. its been like projects projects and projects. submission presentation and like more projects. FREAk MAN. only year one leh.. how sia.

4. dance dance dance. dancing for teachers' day for HSC as well. haha

5. went to o sch today for the first time for concert rundown.

6. im like super stoned. im not emo, just tired to the stage of stoning. for example :

that today after todance
i wanted to wear my shoe...
then i realised my socks were missing.
i flipped my bag inside out and like all around..
i was like sitting on the floor; " where are my socks sia?!!"
then suddenly i realise i was dancing with them on all the time.

i was staring at my feet all the time but my brain didnt register that im alredi wearing my socks.

7. few modern juniors held a mini training at esplande there. kana scolded by guard lar.. walking round' city hall barefooted. search high and low just for a place to train.

8. erm. mentAL BLOCK. CANT REMEMBER MUCH liao.

9. when im not thinking about dance, im like thinking about projects and stuff. damn no life! argh.

10. i REALLY REALLY miss ~ nature lar in general.

11. oh yah got a new lappy. much more convivent now lar. but then damn ex heart pain

12. havent been working in a while. mum is lyk scolding.. everyday project everyday dance, when wan go work? sians.

13. ehh still got what ah. i feel damn RAWR!!!!~ rite now.

14. CHIONGING PROJECT EVERYNIGHT. body clock also screw up liao lor.

15. im in such a bitchy mood right now.

but seriously, why bother doing when ure not gonna put ur heart into doing it. make life difficult. if ure doing it, then just do it to the best u can. make everyone happier and easier.

16. test week and exam week. haven be really understanding all the lectures.wahlao. must mug aredi lar... sians. got comm skills on sat which is like day after concert how to wake up. fnb test on fri but i got LOA dunno when retest. rawr.

17. i'll think of something when i think of something.

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00:49

Saturday, July 05, 2008

time for u to meet H12 ~

cindy TRANS siqi

group shot!

major group shot with the Sl ~ :)

shuqi!

irene!

Peggy! trans~

jiajun john

jiajun john sjangwei

annabel!

rebecca!

novi!

cindy!

stephanie! bitch~

jolene! eh shit~

shuqi calina limin

zhao qiang!

john!

maisie!

my h12 peeps! more to come! wahaha

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13:25

random photos.

ccn day!

im the board.

fish and co. after mid sem test

jungle freeze!

job hunt dinner!

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13:06

okie so now im in the school lab typing away. just finished the appraisal stuff. lol..

latetr going celebrate azri bday with keem and huda and mitch. in town~

wanted to do project but then everyone not free... hais

still got accion makan session at comp chomp sia.. dunno whether im going yet anot.. haha

going to upload like 3000 photos man.. wait and see. :)

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12:52

july 04, friday

haha.. erm.. met liwei to pass me my cardigan since suddenly elmo breakfast cancelled! :(

lessons..

6000 more projects to go! argh~*faint*

got dance. wah i think hor very luan leh the thing.. must practice harder lor everyone. cant disappoint the seniors and of course ourself!..* chanting: jiayou jiayou~*

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12:42

july 03, thursday

got dance... also.. killer stretches again. lol. every other day then here pain there pain. aiyo.. cant rmb what i did also.. haha

refers to mitch blog. haha

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12:27

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

more of the UNBELIVABLE adventures of mr kevon. coming up soon.

refer to mitch blog. haha :)

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17:43

30th june 08, monday

woke up at 6am then did abit more intro can. went sh pon lecture chiong finish intro project.

Wah I TELL YOU ~ when i finally submit the report i felt so happy man. its like end of exams like that. but still... there like another 6 more to go lar. haha

ohh.. wah damn suay today. wanted to go back school to collect testi lar so met up with mitch keem maine shawn alan and one more guy [oops..] haha paiseh dunno the name.

we walk to east gate bustop. wanted to cross road. keem tripped over a curb and fell two lanes across in the middle of the road. like WTH lar. traffic coming in .. but luckily the lorry slowing down seh. they all stoned then i faster pull keem u and across the road everyone at bustop watching seh, that was a close call. he bruised his arm. sighx..

waited for bus like for ten thousand years didnt come

reached sch ofice closed the lady still inside refused to open and chased us away. %&^$$%^@@#

went kfc and ate with keem and mitch. my file accidentally hit the coleslaw and it flew. FLEW. and landed on mitch ..whose sitting diagonally from me. lol!

lol sia. laughed like crazy. and it was her new shirt seh. hais

okie i should go. got dance and i need to return liwei's com now..

thanks liwei :) and it will not rain..haha

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17:31

29th june 08, sunday

worked at oriental again haha. at 5pm lar. indian buffet lunch.

this one however quite slack abit. the people like not arrogant really. but the wedding was so fun. had dane floor and stuff.. the speeches the made was deep and meaningful and sentimental too. i felt happy for the could to have great family members and great friends! :)

last day to chiong for intro project. lol.. tirirng seh.. eyes damn pain. the bus was so slow to come and fetch us home lar. then it rained like there's no tomorrow like that . sians seh. .reached home 3 plus..

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17:26

28th june 08, saturday

okie, so i had work at oriental at 2pm. haha its erm chinese dinner.

wahlao.. so hiong sia scary seh. i cut the duck like shit like that then i very slow lor... :(

but then its in a way fun lar. tiring and fast-paced but fun. lolx.

wah i think hor recently i quite suay. people who has talked to me or been around me woud know unbelivable suay. haha

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